I Need to Know

2017 feels here already.  It's been 2016 long enough.  All in one year such a good year yet too much saddness too.  Pregnant, overweight, diabetic, homesick, c-section, unemployed, broke, benign cancer, and afraid.

Coming out of original order of being barren, eating greasy and sugary foods, vigorous work outs, smoking, working, having a few bucks, and being thin for me more or less introduced me to Hoosier Health, Woman, Infants, and Children nutrition plan for baby food benefits, Bubble Gum for cigarettes, Zumba for beginners, weekly blood and.urine.tests for gesyational diabeties, and 50 lbs extra of weight on my back and water retained knee caps.

New family and friends, old friends and family, breast pump, nipple cream, and at home nurses and baby development trainers too.  Happy New Year.  2017 like I vision is asleep yet here waiting for his bottle, and diaper change.  Most importantly love.